I just got this new picture of Jonas tonight. And I know this will sound strange, but I am grieving. His face has changed so much since I was there in June. He's changing. And my mother's heart cries. It feels soooooo unfair! I miss him so much that some days it just feels like my heart is going to break!!!!! I should be there for all his changes.
I'm sorry to seem like I am ranting and raving...It's just... I miss my son and want him home. Or at the very least, go see him. But I don't have the financial means to do that right now. Please, please pray for me!
God,
Please give me the strength I need to get thru the waiting. Grant me shortness in my wait. Thank you for how you are providing the money we need to complete this adoption, even though I don't have it yet, but I know you will provide it. Great comforter please comfort me now. Just let me sit on your lap awhile and just be!
Amen
Hugs, Kristina
5 comments:
He will, Kristina, He will!!
Love you!!
I feel your pain. Just remember that He will complete the good work He started. Be still and know he is God. When they are home, the wait will seem worth it! Love ya!!
Thanks you guys! I am truelly blessed with awesome sisters is Christ! I love you!
I can't imagine the heartache you are going through Kristina, but I agree with Angela that it will be worth it once that little guy is here with you for good. What a celebration that will be!
I'm right there with you!!! It is so hard. We'll all make it together and with His love and patience. I pray that you feel his peace today.
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